Posted by Dreama on April 08, 2001 at 06:28:16:
In Reply to: Re: loss of a husband posted by Jim Williams on March 08, 2001 at 21:00:02:
I just wanted to say that i appreciate anyone who responded to my post on the loss of my husband. It will be a year in Aug. 2001. I have good days and bad days. The depression is sometimes more than i can handle. I want to look to brighter days but how do you do that when you feel like there are no brighter days ahead for you, just days without the love of your life. I sometimes feel like it is betraying him if i feel like i need someone of the male side for some companionship to do things so that i am not alone all the time. I never liked being alone and i feel guilty for even thinking of someone for support and compaionship. I know this is stupid to some of you but I needed to say what was on my mind because no one else understand.