Posted by Bud on August 25, 2001 at 16:49:09:
In Reply to: Re: My Best Friend..... Ahhhh... why? posted by David on August 22, 2001 at 23:19:45:
I understand the feeling of anger and despair of KD Bosch. My wife passed away Nov. 13 1997. She was 7 months pregnant with our first and only child. Thankfully my son is very much alive and healthy.
My wife was only 27 years old and was a RN. She was the most loving and caring person I have ever met. She was also my best friend. Her death was very sudden. She had a massive brain anurism.
I am now left with a little boy who never knew his mother. He will live his life never knowing the beautiful and loving mother who cared for him the first 7 months of his life. This is what angers me most. I had the joy of spending the 6 best years of my life with my wife, yet my son will never experience one second of her love.
It has been nearly 4 years and I still cannot bring myself to date. I focus on my son and his needs. I try to give him everything his Mommy would have given.
I have no answers. I do my best and live day to day. I have come to the conclusion that life is not supposed to be good or fair. You do your best with the cards you are dealt. I try not to feel sorry for myself, many people are worse off than myself. I will, however, always feel sorry for my son. He missed out on a great Mommy.
Bud