Posted by Katrina on January 14, 2003 at 15:53:41:
In Reply to: widowed at age 35 posted by Lori on July 14, 2001 at 01:58:56:
I just read your email; apparently it is almost
2years ago. My beautiful husband James died
of leukemia on 11/7/02. |We were married 11yrs.
No children. He was only 38. I feel empty of course and angry. My pain is deep it hurts to breathe sometimes. I keep seeing his eyes in ICU, trying to live, trying to talk to me. Oh the pain!!! I just can't seem to shake that memory.
The lonliness of coming home after work is unbearable at times. I have a large family and strong faith. But the tears never seem to stop even with this support.